Waiting is part of me

2011-02-15T06:05:00.001-08:00

Hi im a real cute GOOSE and im greatly loved by _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ :D

2011-01-27T17:49:00.000-08:00

Lord, its a brand new day with a brand new purpose to this day. I pray Lord that this day would be the day I pray for what I dream to become, the day I visualize what I would be like and all of them would hopefully come true. Lord ifthey are not meant for me, then the calla shouldn't be coming. But I hope my dreams would be fulfilled still. I'm going to treat what I visualize myself again.

I visualize myself in SAJC, wearing their sch uniform an not any other uniform or home clothes. Visualize myself studying in their lecture theatres, copying notes and listening to the teacher. Visualize that I needed help so I sought help from my friend. Visualize mysel running in the school field, visualize myself playin vb in the hall. Visualize myself participating in the school's house events. Lord I visualiE myself taking the A level exams, lord I visualize myself receiving my results and I'm jumping for joy.

God I pray that all my imaginations are spiritualized, which means to have faith when imagining. So God I pray now that all you'd do for me is the best for me. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

2011-01-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

After all we've done and all the efforts we've put into this, this is what we're gonna go through. Again. Pray oh Father u give me this opportunity to fulfill my dream of going to SAJC. Has been mine since sec 3, so i pray that you'll be mercifullllllll and let me receive the call asap. it's killing me..
Pray Lord that Mr Jerry Chua would be one of the many Angels on Earth u have sent to 救我! So Lord i pray and pray and realllly pray that the call will be here tmr!!
Amen:)

2011-01-25T08:21:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna start blogging again and revive this old journal of mine.

Im getting my results tmr, and I got pissed at the thought of having Gabriel to ask "when are you two getting married?" "are you two holding hands?" "oh they're touching each other... So touchy.." oh pls Gabriel get a fucking life. Caz my face reads "please stop it it's irritating"!
Even Angelica knows what my Facial expression meant when she saw it the first time. I really wonder what qualities u gained from drama. Are u capable of reading facial expressions? Don't think so.

And I'm angry and I don't think you're tryin to cool me down.

If it's still a small matter to you, I think you don't care much abt how its getting to me.

2010-09-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

If it's refering to me, which I think it is. I'm not not studying neither am I giving up on them. It's just that it's very discouraging to see my humanities getting d7 or e8 for like what the past 2 years? No matter how hard I tried. It's either I score
well for my essays or my sbq. My lit is half past six anytime failing. Different people have their own strengths and I obviously find no interest in all those memory work and knowing what happened to Venice, what caused th cold war or what started it. It's all history but I know that If someone knows about the past, he/she would not make the same mistake again. But that's about it. I think I'm better at my numbers and everything else except English and humanities. Nobody can deny that fact. But I didn't say that Im giving up on them. It's the same when u feel u can't do math sums for nuts. BUT math can bee aced if u practise alot which I think u are. But I don't think I can interpret a poem or get meanings out from a passage through practise. Maybe it's possible, but I guarantee it'll take me a very long time.
And yo I do care about my own future and sup I appreciate alllll ur concerns for me to study hard. The only time I disappoint u and I is on the subject called social studies history and literature. I never took them for granted because I know when u stop concerning it's when u give up on me. Which I don't think u have right now. I'm sick these few days so work productivity ain't that high, I can't rmb the stories well, but look I can still do amath sums. Proves smth too.

2010-08-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

Found another picture that supported my previous one!:)

2010-08-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

Only sticks and stones will break my bones. -Christopher Boone
Only and will break my . - Me:)

2010-08-10T23:45:00.001-07:00

Deep deep deep deep down, i know that i know that i know. That that that that. I'm not good enough. RIGHT?

2010-08-08T09:11:00.001-07:00

Fits perfectly

2010-08-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

2010-07-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

Dreams do get so real that even we, do not realise that we're in it. Dreams also get so real that we thought we experienced it before. I always dreamt that I'm in this place with big guns, strong men in uniform and big trucks. Army is something that I long for, and yet it's still quite far for me. Being a commando is my dream, and I've just realised that being one is quite difficult too. Both brains and health is required.

Does thiS occur to any of you? When ur dreams get kinda ummm trampled upon by others, that feeling sucks. BUT, u should be glad there's that someone doing that to you. It will constantly tell u that that dream u once had, is still one that u aspire to become or to have or to achieve. Because u got feeling for it. And that, will make u work hard to achieve what you've set.

Like what many have said that girls want their 5Cs, this is my one big C for the moment:):)

2010-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Running rocks :) best thing on Earth. Oh. Running with my 2 besties rock too:)

How retarded can i be. LOL i shook my mini-growing wisdom tooth, shook it much till it dropped. WOW

2010-07-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

其实用华文输入法，没那么难嘛！是你不会用罢了！华文口式已经完了！在考试前，口试的格式还在我脑子里。但当我进行会话时，全都忘得无影无踪了。哦!我刚把家里的水龙头给修好了！今天，我学到了一门手艺：）感到有点自豪！我第一任的化学老师就快到了。希望我能学到一些东西。看！看！我“写”了那么多，我也没说难！你也不能说难！okay?! hehe.

爱你的华耀。

2010-07-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

The life of Waiting, is the life of HuaYeow's:)
The life of memorising, is the teenage life of HuaYeow's:)
The life of teenagers', is the life HuaYeow's:)
The life of a snail, will be the life of HuaYeow's:)
Slow and peaceful:) mainly enjoying the breeze on large pieces of fields, or the beach.
Awesome + Thumbs Up + Big Toes Up

2010-07-04T02:54:00.000-07:00

There's difference between Values, and Value System. That's what we learnt today:)
Values are like our normal Values, e.g. Honesty. Integrity. Manners. Health.. and Value System is the way we prioritise our Values. you get them? So its like

Values

Career

Health
Spirituality
Family

Integrity

So now, we have these Values, and we have to number them off which is the most important to us, and I will number Sprituality as 1, Family as 2, Health as 3, Integrity as 4 and Career last. But many of you have different priority. And that's normal caz we're different ppl. But the difference in our Value System causes conflict. Like Men, Physical comes before Emotional, and Ladies, Emotional before Physical. so if one doesn't give in, conflict happens. That's one problem for the married couplesss:)

2010-07-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

It's when u know people is gonna leave u, then u know how much u treasure them. Just like my tuition teacher, he's so awesome. Taught me so much, from my previous fail, to A2. That's a very good grade. And now, he's not able to teach me anymore caz he has to go abroad to work. and after that, he will be going for his reservice by the time he come back, it's mid or late sep. I just got a new physics teacher. He's so not as good. Guess how he "revise" chapters with me. He basically show me the guidebook, and read them to me. word for word. As if i'm illiterate. Once he start teaching, in my mind "oh wtf.can i do some exercise rather than listen u talk. it's retarded." but i think upon 10, i give him 6.5 or 7. hai....

I WANT YOU BACK KANG LIANG! MY BANKER TEACHER:(

2010-07-01T08:28:00.001-07:00

For all i care is your wellbeing, nothing is going to stop me from doing anything:)

2010-06-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

Mama Cow. The new time table will screw us all upside down:( it's like paked ttm. sardine? yeah much like that! And good news to myself, i found a new physics teacher. Caz the old physics teacher, although good, but he was on and off for the past 3 weeks, which is the whole of June Hols. was supposed to have weekly tuition, but he had his job to attend to, and neglected this student of his. Idiot ttm, but he's good in his teaching though. Damn the new teacher's schedule will crash. CRASH into my cg timing:( how awesome can that be. And, after cell i got Amath. so, i got physics, cell, Amath. long day for saturday. phew.

2010-06-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

I learnt stuff about Bio today:) There's smth called Allele in this world, and andrenaline rushes can be obtained when you're shocked suddenly. it causes our heart to pump faster and many more. Oh your life is in danger, body produces andrenaline too i think. Example, dog chasing after u. and u run. woo andrenaline will be in your body:) awesome aye!
And ehhh meiosis(mayonise) and mitosis also:) forgot their functions but i can rmb! mayonise has this 4 cycles or smth like that. early prophase, last prophase metophase telophase and another phase cant rmb. I'M AWESOME RIGHT. I can so teach bio:) i just read through it and so much retained;) so proud of myself.

2010-06-17T04:28:00.001-07:00

:) You're coming back tonight! So happy:)

2010-06-16T02:20:00.001-07:00

Hahahah! Funniest thing ever. I dreamt about you texting me, i woke up just to check my phone. But there isn't any texts. So i got sad for about 10s, and i went back to sleep. How awesome is that! ahahahah!

2010-06-14T19:25:00.000-07:00

The first night w/o you. I couldn't sleep at all. I rolled and rolled and rolled, finally i rolled to my right. I see you vaguely in the dark. Although it's not really you, but it's your twin. Wondering where you are, how have you been, what you did, blablabla. Made a little prayer, settled my thoughts-filled brain, still couldn't sleep caz in my heart, there's still a part of me that's still for you. Did a few tens of pushups on my bed, hoping it'll exhaust me and put me to sleep. It didn't work. Crunches! Didn't work. But finally after some time, i fell into slumber. So i guess you were about to sleep and thinking of me. That's when both of us fell asleep.

2010-06-13T02:07:00.000-07:00

The best thing u can ever receive when it's not even your birthday.:)

2010-06-11T04:28:00.001-07:00

2010-06-10T07:34:00.001-07:00

2010-06-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

I dont mind being in such a mess.

2010-06-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

Boys do care, just that they hide it well.

Boys do observe, just that they don't speak what they see.

Boys do love, but they dont express it well sometimes.

2010-06-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

Can the smelly pig i'm talking to right now, go to bed? Your bed misses you. So do i. Go get ur piggy sleep and wake up tmr feeling refreshed PLEASE. If you don't you'll have Panda eyes like the panda beside my bed. Oh wait. You're that panda:) MAY BLACK CIRCLES FALL UPON U IF YOU DONT SLEEP NOW. GO GO GO

2010-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

Somebody asked me to talk about my life:)
So, here it is:)

I dislike the rain. especially the drizzles. Irritates me like mad caz it makes my specs go so blur. blur. totally blur. And, when it drizzles, people like us normally wont take out our umbrellas. caz it's just drizzling, and we're lazy to take out our umbrellas.
Althought rain would spoil our hair, but drizzles may seem harmless. BUT WAIT. prolong period of drizzle would become "heavy rain" so, yeah will still spoil our hair:)
Slept for 2 hours, i had a human alarm to wake me up. i'm fortunate. heh!:)

2010-06-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

You Filled My Heart With Songs That Never Ends.

You Turned My Night Into Day, On Normal Days Night Remains Night, Day Remains Day

2010-06-04T17:31:00.001-07:00

:) The Highest Rank You Can Ever Have. I Have It. Right?:)

2010-06-04T17:29:00.001-07:00

2010-06-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

I miss your face.
Turn my head,
To my bed,
I see it:).

I wna touch your face,
Turn my head,
To my bed,
I touch it.

To kiss you,
Turn my head,
To my bed,
There i kiss.
Might not be exactly u, but it's still u.

2010-06-01T00:48:00.000-07:00

I've came up with a secret potion for myself, just to take away alllllll my thoughts and troubles.. Guess what that potion is!:)

RUNNING! Did u guess correctly? If you did, you're smart. Caz you either know me well, or you know me well:) Yup. Both of them are "you know me well"

2010-05-31T18:45:00.000-07:00

,___,
(O,O)
/)__)
" " cool aye?:) im boreddd

《Every woman in the world》

Every night seems dinner and wine
Saturday girls
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurry world
Laughing myself to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh

It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't know what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me

When suddenly you found me, oh
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to
me

Oh girl
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll
climb

As high as the highest star
I'm living a lifetime in every minute
That we're together
And I'll stay right here forever, oh
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to
me

Oh girl
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to
me

Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to
me

2010-05-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

2010-05-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

"I missed your lips" she said in the dark.
It was vague, caz it wasn't meant to be vivid.
It was vague, caz she said it in my dreams.
Could only rmb that portion, caz it was something that's worth remembering.

2010-05-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

2010-05-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

Pretty? Handsome? Jealous?

Hell ya im jealous.

2010-05-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

So now u believe the Moon is no bigger than ur thumb:)
Today's gibbous moon, which also means it's 3/4. It's not a cresent thank God.
Rmb? Sometimes cresent might mean a :( sometimes it also means a :). But for now, i just hope it stays gibbous or full or new. not a cresent pls.

I feel like :(: now. Guess what it means for those who doesn't know what it stands for.

2010-05-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

Every step that i take, my mind is blank but not totally blank.
Every time i daze, my mind is blank but not totally blank.
Every time i sleep, my brain is asleep but not totally asleep.
Every time i concentrate, my focus is there but not totally there.

Why aren't they there? What's the rest of me doing?
THINKING. What else can i be doing other than them.

Thinking about what then? There's no need to ask. U know.

2010-05-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

:) Back to the days of Blogginggg... Not very sure how long i'll last this time, BUT i'll try my best to perservere for this stupid CHINA O's mannn. really hope i get my A this time round. But, if i dont get my A, only can blame myself caz i know i never put in much effort at all. compared to ppl like DARREN ONG. that stupid mugger, stupid mugger but is super smart. k maybe not really that smart but damn hardworking. i think i should start like. hmmm studying?
ANYWAYSSSS IT'S GONNA BE MY BESTIE'S BIRTHDAY! HO ZHI TING! i dont think you'll see this, BUT! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! although ur birthday is on the monday, i'm saying happy birthday in advance! 生日快乐!:)

2010-05-14T19:33:00.001-07:00

Do you see any difference between keeping a secret and hurting yourself, and telling that secret but hurt someone else. Caz in the end it still hurts someone.

2010-05-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

When I'm Alone, Look At The Spaces Between My Fingers. And That's Where Yours Fits Perfectly.

2010-05-05T04:06:00.001-07:00

If your happy and you know clap your hands! If your happy and you know and you really want to show you clap your hands!

IF YOUR HAPPY AND YOU KNOW AND YOU REALLY WANNA SHOW, SAY LOVE ME.

2010-04-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

"I love you" he whispered.

There wasn't any other sound, but he can feel that she's smiling through the phone.

"Wheyy... you there? why aren't you talking?" he said.

"Yeah? I'm here"she replied.

"Why didn't you reply?"

"Mmmhmmm..."

And he's smiling too.

He has a smile that nobody else has ever seen before. Except the only her.

2010-04-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

Having you, you're my greatest Joy :)

crown you as my princess, lift you up above the ground; fly.

Awesome day you made, Awesome walk we had, Awesome hugs we had:D (love you loads and loads)

2010-04-19T03:30:00.000-07:00

1) Bad Experience.
2) Purely wishes
3) Purely wishes
4) Purely wishes
5) Purely wishes
6) Purely wishes.

1) Bad Experience.
2) Purely wishes
3) Purely wishes
4) Purely wishes
5) Purely wishes
6) Purely wishes with a gift as memorial.

Hmmm.. Sometimes wishes might not just be enough

That pair of colourful socks seems familiar to me:)

2010-04-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

LOL this is cool.

2010-04-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Yayyyy awesome saturday and sunday:) did nothing but study and play comp:) woooooo so enjoying. ppl get to go out with friends, play play, have fun, wooooo i stayed home most of the time, and got pissed caz i wasted my time travelling to facial centre.. yay:) how awesome.

only thing really awesome about my weekend was cell group. other than that, the rest are just TOO AWESOME.

2010-04-17T05:10:00.001-07:00

And so, today was shatterday, tomorrow willbe sadday and monday morning will be moanday untill the time i see you:) and these will all cancel out.

2010-04-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

Does the above proves anything about me?:) caz i'll really love you till it stops.

There are 2 meanings of stop.

1)feeling died away:(

2)my heart really stop as in DEAD:(

realised they're both sad faces? caz i really hope there's no such thing called stop for my love for you.

2010-04-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

3 Things i hate about my appearance:

1)pimples
2)oily skin
3)my bloody height

3 Things i love about my appearance:

1)i have a face that has lesser pimples compared to other ppl
2)i've seen ppl with oily-er skins
3)i'm not the shortest in my batch

3 Things i know about myself

1)emotion-filled guy (i cry when i watch tv shows:) )
2)Sports is the best way for me to relief my frustrations. (It's one reason why i like running)
3)I'm not smart, neither am i hardworking, but most of the times i do try.

2010-04-07T04:20:00.001-07:00

Bloop!(L)

2010-04-07T04:13:00.000-07:00

When i give you my time, i'm giving u fractions of my life that i'll never get back. So, Cherish It

I'm telling you it's not gonna be easy, But i'll tell you it's worth it afterall

Never knew the love i had, had lasted so long.
Hope the love will always stay not riped for it means our hearts have not died away.

2010-03-31T03:50:00.000-07:00

So small yet so warm,
so small yet so soft.

Think they're only warm when i feel cold, caz that's when i need the warmth most.

(L) ya :P

You're one of my few dreams:)

2010-03-28T03:51:00.000-07:00

Answer my question : Do you have a dream in life?

A dream is something we will go all out for,
A dream is something worth sacrificing most things for it.

Next question : Am i part of your dream?

Withstand
Anticipate
Imagine
Trust
I'll wait:)

Delay/Time ---> factor that builds faith:)

2010-03-28T03:46:00.000-07:00

You're more than anything
You're more than gold
More than anything

You're everything to me
I will never let you go
Never ever let you go
Easter is coming:)

2010-03-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

You used to be that ordinary girl i used to know.
Now, you're just so extraordinary to me.

2010-03-24T00:47:00.000-07:00

For the road is long, we will carry on...

why aren't asking? :)) just curious...

Saturday Night

2010-03-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

Saturday night is different from any other. On Saturday night, people get together, go dancing, bowling, drinking, out to dinner, get drunk, get killed, kill other people, go out on dates, visit friends, go to partes, listen to music, sleep, gamble, watch television and sometimes fall in love - just as they do evry other night of the week. But on Saturday night they do all these things more often and withmore passion and intent. Even having nothing to do on Saturday night is different from having nothing to do on, say, Thursday afternoon, and being alone on Saturday night is different from being alone on any other night of the week.

For most people Saturday night is one night that neither follows nor precedes work, when they expect to have a nice time, when they want to be with their friends and lovers and not with their bosses, employees, teachers, landlords or relatives - unless those categories happen to do. In the extreme this leads to what i think as the Fun Imperative : the sensation that a Saturday night not devoted to having a good time is a major human failure and evidence of a possible character flaw. The particularly acute loneliness you can feel only on a Saturday night is the Fun Imperative unrequited. But most of the time Saturday night is a medium of enjoyment. ( this passage continues )

I got this compre for tuition class. haha Saturday Nights.. if you're spending it alone, or spending it on work, put a L above your head and call yourself a Loser:)

2010-03-19T19:18:00.001-07:00

2010-03-19T17:07:00.000-07:00

I'll be the Fire Fighter in your life,
Put out all troubles with my life.
I'll be the Fire Fighter in your life,
Show u hope after every raging fire.
I'll be the Fire Fighter in your life.
Putting out raging fires, to give you just warmth,
To give you love, to give you love.

With love,
esoog.

2010-03-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

So if you see kay will you tell her that i love her,

And if you see kay tell her that i want her back,

If she listens say i miss her,

Everything bout her,

Make sure u say i'm sweet f.a without her,

If you see kay.

If you see kay - The Fray

I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles

And the heavens open every time she smiles

And when I come to her that's where I belong

Yet I'm running to her like a river song

Crazy Love - Michael Buble

2010-03-13T08:16:00.000-08:00

Remember the times we had playing together?

Remember the times we had smiling at each other?

Remember the times we had sharing our thoughts?

Remember the times we had chattng on the phone till sun rises?

Remember the times... Memories.

2010-03-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

That's Just A Picture Of Me When I Was Way Younger

2010-03-09T08:02:00.000-08:00

The same love you've received from me, is from the spoon i fed u cereal with.

Get well soon my dear:) Run for cross country!

2010-03-05T16:34:00.001-08:00

Dine with me, for all i care is the time spent with you, and not the cost of the food.

2010-03-05T02:58:00.000-08:00

Set this to a height,
It'll set me to the clouds :)

2010-03-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

You'll Never Need To Even Think Bout Doing This, Caz
You Know It'll Always Be

"He Loves Me" You're Guaranteed With That Answer,
For LIFE.

Tell me your troubles, I'll lighten your burden.
Let me know why those tears are flowing, for I'd never know if u don't tell me.
Then, i'll be able to wipe those tears for you and you'll have a shoulder to lean on.
FOR FWEEE

2010-02-26T03:46:00.001-08:00

You have the Key to my Heart!:) Please do not lose that.

WePromised:)

2010-02-26T03:44:00.000-08:00

Isn't this awesome? Can u see it? Its a heart in the sky. Can u see? Can u?:):):) i didn't fiddle with it k! it's like this! took this yesterday dammmmmn cool right!

"Happiness is like peeing in your pants, Everyone can see it, But only YOU can feel the warmth"

2010-02-25T03:36:00.000-08:00

They Say That Disney Land Is The "Happiest Place On Earth". Obviously, They Haven't Been In Your Arms:)

Do I Get A Hug. *wow that was tight*

2010-02-15T10:06:00.000-08:00

when can i get myself one of these. bet she can accompany me anytime im bored. like now, 0205 in the morning. bored for the whole day. hah. there'll be time to waste after waking up later in the morning

2010-02-15T06:01:00.000-08:00

I WAS TOO BORED AT HOME!!!! =((((( CNY boring luhhhh. (SOMEONE CHAT WITH ME PLS) lol

2010-02-11T13:59:00.000-08:00

I always thought i'd be able to spend my special occasions specially. Many occasions have past yet you were not with me. Then who were the ones with me? They were friends that i've found just to accompany me. Accompany.

2010-02-11T13:54:00.000-08:00

"Just because her eyes don’t tear, doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry and just because she comes off strong doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong."

That's for Shes. And now this is for me.

Just because i don't tear, doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry and just because i comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. Just because i don't share with my friends, doesn't mean that there's nothing emotional going on. Just because i don't show any emotions, doens't mean Hua Yeow has none of them. Just because i don't tell you i Miss You straight at u, doesn't mean I dont miss you at all. Caz that's all i can do. Miss, Miss and Miss even more. what else can i do.

I understand everything of you. And i'll try to.....

2010-02-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

Drew thisss:)

Of course with a lil help =/

2010-02-07T00:51:00.000-08:00

If you only had a chance.

If you only had a life.

If you only had that Chance to love her.

How and what will you do to make her yours, for that one life?

Caz i'll go all out to make her feel "I AmThe One And Only In His Life"

2010-02-05T16:23:00.000-08:00

You so made my day a happy one:) First thing i saw in the morning, wasn't the sun. But was your texts u sent last night. I woke up in the morning wondering you'd love me still.
The answer is Yes.
I was justttt lost for words when u said you're willing to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. I'll get you your _ _ _ _ & _ _. Just wait:) that day will come!
It's just good to have my heart pumping so quickly everytime i walk past u. It's the same feeling i had since 2 years back. This just means my love for you is still there. Sometimes, it doesn't beat at all. Doesn't mean my love for u have stopped, but it just skipped many many beats! Caz when you leave, it beats again.:)
I know and i can still feel you. And i know i'll still LYAAF.
It's just so awesome to be able to see someone u love smiling at you when she wakes up in the morning. It's also awesome to have her sleeping in you.
I love You Taz:)

2010-02-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

I'll try to get closer. Caz i know you will not leave.

I'll try to know you more. Caz i know you will not hesitate to tell me more.

I'll try to learn more. Caz i know you will always teach.

Don't leave. Caz i know you will be with me all along:)

2010-01-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

Wait till i master it, i'll play on stage for you
But as for now, just bear with the noise that comes from the bottom of me :)
Sit back, Relax, But u might not enjoy.

Arghhhhh "SEC 4 LIFE ROCKS" its so "NOT HECTIC" <<<<< Look im positive:) i said sec4 life rocks instead of S _ _ K. so, big improvvement:) keep it up T.H.Y!:)))))

You lifted me up, you lifted me up.. and set me dancing, dancing.. freee.. now i am free... your love rescued me.. now its the anthem im singing.. WHOA WHOA... WHOA WHOA...

2010-01-24T06:36:00.000-08:00

It's something every human being know.
Cannot be seen, but definitely able to be felt:) And i feel it.

Another week has past, and another is coming my way. I'm gonna lead this new week with not a single woe in mind. :) I WILL LEAD THIS WEEK AWESOMELY.

Hope everyone of u will lead this new week cool and wonderful:)
(sorry for limited vocab! still trying to improve:) )

2010-01-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

Write your sorrows, Dump them, Forgive and Forget.

When you forgive, you love.
When you love, God's light shines on you.

2010-01-20T06:40:00.000-08:00

"I just came back from outerspace, Guess what i have for you"

I've been sleeping late these few days, kinda tired when it comes to lesson. But, i got to persevere! after this year, i can sleep any time i want, wake up as late as i want:)

CNY clashes with V Day, worst timing of all=(

2010-01-14T03:54:00.000-08:00

"We were both young when i first saw you, i closed my eyes and the flashback starts and i'm standing there, on the balcony in summer air."

Brain, make up ur mind.

2010-01-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

'Take only memories with you ; leave nothing but footprints behind.'

2010-01-08T08:43:00.000-08:00

As much as Bee Loves Honey,

I Love You. :)

2010-01-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

The Sweet Old Times.

Hey Yo Imma back=) School's pure interesting in a way. Caz I'm sitting super close to God-Like students. guess who they are! If you aren't in my class, make a guess who i'm sitting close to:) If you're in 4J yet u dunno who i'm sitting with, you're a pure failure. lol. Anyway, im sitting with Lap Way and Hui Xuan da President=) both smart asses. hope i'll benefit from them since they're kinda top students in 4J.

Hell no, i Dislike our promise:( totally regret but a promise is a promise afterall. i'll not break our promise, caz we pinky promised.=)

2009-12-31T21:17:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Guys!:)

Went to Amanda's house that evening. Spammed "together" on mio tv!!!=) so cool i watch finish episode 28 le! the next one will be 29=) heh pwn u guuys lahhhh! and and DAVID SO CUTE! i fed him man! and and i carried him around the condo, brought him to playground and swimming pool heh he damn cute=) the way he hugs his soft toys i cant believe that he named his porcupine " norman " and his dog " edward " so cute sial. "DAVID! HUG NORMAN! " he'll have some lagg time. thenn HUGGGG SO TIGHTLY. veh veh cute=) i think that's the best part of new year's eve i guess..

Always hated noisy crowds. But too bad i got no where else to go, therefore sam's house. But okay lah. See their happy faces, can lighten me up abit heh. But i wished i was at amanda's house all the night. Can watch the chinese drama with her mother. SHE'S A REAL BIG FAN OF THAT DRAMA ALSO!!!! my gosh. i found my tv partner=) next time during holidays when im free, drama with tang's mom=) and play with David=)

Nothing much bout my how i spent my New Year's eve. caz it sucked. except the part where i went to amanda's house=) Her Parents = Awesome parents.

2009-12-30T06:54:00.001-08:00

That's what i longed for every Christmas, that's what i dreamed for every Birthday.

2009-12-29T06:57:00.000-08:00

Awesome song=) listen and ya'll will love it so much.
I'm Not Surprised

Not Everything Lasts

I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,

I Stop Keeping Track.

Talk Myself In

I Talk Myself Out

I Get All Worked Up

And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It

I Came Up With A Million Excuses

I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out

You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait

I'll Never Give Up

I Guess It's Half Timing

And The Other Half's Luck

Wherever You Are

Whenever It's Right

You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out

And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair

And In Love And War

But I Won't Need To Fight It

We'll Get It Right

And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility
Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out

And I'll Work To Work It Out

Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get

Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get
Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out

And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get

Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Oh Promise You Kid

To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

2009-12-28T07:48:00.000-08:00

It didn't come trueee! Haha its okay=) Hope next year's wish will come true. 2010 is coming yo. any new resolutions?=) For me... my new year's resolution will be ummm... Be able to focus and study, healthy and happy. That's about it=) What's ur new year's resolution!! tell me! i wanna know=)

Oh. genting sucks. guess why! cazzzz... if u drive there, its 350++km journey which will take u close to 4 hours? and its stupid to go to genting's theme park in the christmas season. guess why. my bro, my maid and i paid 59Rm each to take 2rides only. 2 pathetic rides. how cool. the average waiting time for each ride is 1hour. imagine how long the que is=) EVEN THE KIDDIEST RIDE IN THE THEME PARK, THE WAITING TIME IS ALSO 1HOUR LONG. dumb. totally dumb. caz i got pissed off while waiting. PPL CUT MY QUE SOMEMORE! not going there in the christmas seasons anymore. totally waste of time.
BUTTTT the only fun thing was. there's many many babies and toddlers=) can play with them hah

Genting baby!

2009-12-25T07:02:00.001-08:00

2009-12-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

"May all your dreams come true!"

I really do hope that this phrase/quote will be real to me, caz i really had an awesome dream and i want it to come true.

Job for today!

Our job today was kinda slack, just go round shaking ppl's hands, say "merry christmas sir/miss, would you like to take a photo with us?" If they say " no its fine" we'll reply with " ohkay thankyou sir/mdm have a nice day good bye" and a smile of course:)

But from our observations, the westerners are more friendly in a way. Most of them accepted our offer for pictures. Unlike Singaporeans, so shy. Haha

2009-12-14T19:43:00.000-08:00

You Dropped By To Hear Me Say

How are you?

Everything all right?

Loves being around you!

Loves to see you soon!

Often in the midst of my thoughts <3

So what's your reply?

2009-12-14T19:14:00.000-08:00

Be the one, always right beside me

All i want for Christmas, is you

2009-12-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

3 Things to talk about if you're sharing ur testimony to friends. (Before, During, After)
*nothing to be ashamed of*
Before getting saved
-vulgarities like mad
-blue film
-bad company
-alcohol (little)
-not much love from friends
-etc etc

During
-felt God's love for myself
-felt the love from ppl in church
-felt the importance of the Lord in my life
-saw the light in my future

After
-changed personality
-much much much lesser vulgarities
-no more blue film from the time since i converted
-got to know much more friends, like i knew more ppl from express to na to nt. and they're all nice ppl
-consistent in going to church
-blessed with friends that understand and loves me
-a higher amount of allowance
-etc etc

2009-12-06T03:14:00.000-08:00

Annual Nav Teens Camp will be held starting from tomorrow!=))) so so excited, but not for the special night part caz i got nothing to wear! Pirate Pirate Pirate... Die lahh hai kk nvm i'llllll improvise and make myself look utterly cool:)

Anyway guys, those that read my blog, i'll be back on the 11th of december 2009 if you're still lagging behind, its already 2009 and soon it'll be 2010. New resolutions, what will they be?=) i'll tell u guys mine when the year gets closer to the end.

I Love You.

2009-12-02T23:55:00.000-08:00

Wahhh finished like 7 USSWs with adam today at Crown Plaza hotel. The one at Terminal 3. ehh i tell u smth damn cool. THEIR WIRELESS INTERNET CONNECTION ROCKS MAN. super duper fast. IM SO EXCITED FOR NAV CAMP!!=)